So we went to the doctor last week. Mostly it was to get an idea of where to go from here now that I need to find a doctor that isn't 6 hours away. After giving him information on the last few months, he really didn't have any directions for me to take. I had a normal (actually short) cycle when not on Clomiph, so he really didn't know what to tell me because for all we know my body has FINALLY figured out what it's supposed to be doing. The only real direction he could give me is to go to a competent doctor, one who is an OB GYN. So I guess that was helpful. But he said to see how this cycles go and give him a call and I am sure he will have more helpful information.
I really just want to throw in the towel on this whole trying to get pregnant thing. But I don't want to give up on my own health. Things should be right with me, and Jared agrees on that at least.
This next bit may make me sound... to put it nicely rude.. but it needs to be said. My dear readers/friends/family please don't ask how things are going with having a baby. Please don't ask if I am pregnant yet. Don't ask why we haven't done more to have a baby. And PLEASE don't tell me to relax and have faith. It really isn't helpful. And trust me when I am pregnant or we have more information on whether or not we can even get pregnant I WILL let you know. Thanks for all your support and concern.

For all those trying to get your own little miracle... PLEASE DO NOT be afraid to let me know. Just because mine hasn't happened yet, doesn't mean I won't be TOTALLY thrilled for you. Don't feel that you have to hide the most exciting news you've ever had.